Monday, February 25, 2008

Catching up with blogging

This post will probably be kind of long as will most of the posts to follow. I have less time to update so I cram everything into one posting. I hope you enjoy.

I’m typing this draft from my laptop in my house. I could not find wireless internet that was actually working so I’ll save this on my flash drive and transfer it to the site sometime when I have time and good internet, and access to a USB port. It’s so hot. I am sweating so much and I’m always so dirty from the dust. Ugh. I just feel so gross. I definitely look forward to showering everyday though it’s not long before I’m dusty and sweaty again. Ok, I got that over with. So I’m getting more behind with these updates. I just got back from a week in western Uganda and Rwanda which was a nice break from the city. It was a really nice trip but now that I’m back in the city again, I feel like the culture shock process is just starting up again. I am definitely noticing that it’s a bit harder to adjust to life here than in Ecuador, which I still think and miss a lot. Oh well. Before I talk about the trip, I should pick up where I left off.

After orientation, we had two weeks of lectures and Luganda classes. It was nice to have a schedule for a while. The lectures generally weren’t that great, but we did have a few good ones including one on politics. Luganda classes are interesting. We have learned about greetings (formal and informal) which are very important to Ugandans, as well as food, numbers, and random verbs. The language is completely different to anything else I have taken but I enjoy learning it though I don’t feel I will be close to fluency anytime soon. We have also had some panel discussions with men and women who work for NGOs in Uganda and a few of them are really interesting. One NGO, Conservation through Public Health, focuses on improving people’s access to public health and the quality of their care in order to conserve the environment. The program originally started to protect the gorillas from illnesses they were getting from humans and they have made some good strides in this area. Also, one weekend I went to a dance concert with some friends in the group and we were expecting traditional dances from all over Africa. What we saw was a bunch of modern dance, many of it weird but some of it beautiful. It was kind of a weird experience, not to mention that I had to brave the taxi park at night which wasn’t nearly as scary as I had feared.

We have lectures interspersed with site visits which break the time up nicely. Our first visit was to an AIDS organization working through Mulago, the largest hospital in the country. The organization is TASO and it has branches throughout the country. The presentation and tour wasn’t as interesting as I had hoped it would be. The lab technicians explained to us how they test for HIV/AIDS which was one of the more interesting parts, to me at least. We also saw where they keep patients’ files. At the end we met with a group of people who have been living with HIV/AIDS, most of them for some time now. They sang a bunch of songs that they wrote together in order to cope with the disease. One woman gave her personal story and though it was really sad, it sounded really rehearsed and things got slightly awkward when they brought out collection baskets for donations. Overall, we didn’t learn too much about how the organization works and what it’s doing to prevent and treat AIDS patients. We also visited Kasubi Tombs, a tomb that holds four Bugandan kings. It is also the largest grass hut in the world. It was pretty cool sitting on mats in this giant grass hut, listening to our guide talk about Buganda’s kings and the relatives who are still considered royalty and who take turns living in the palaces and at these tombs. We also visited Bulange, the Bugandan Parliament, where we learned a little bit about how decision-making works in the kingdom. The next week we visited CONCERN, a group that works with urban slum development. My group attended a microfinance meeting with women, though language proved to be a difficult barrier to overcome. On the way back from that we saw the smoke coming from the riot and saw police headed down to the market. Since the riot was somewhat close to where I catch a taxi for home, I headed home right after getting back and didn’t have to witness any rioting.

I went with my host brother to church the first Sunday morning I was home. It was overall a pretty interesting experience. Everyone in my family are born-again Christians and they attend a Pentacostal church. We got there shortly after the service began and people were singing and dancing, some of them outside. My brother and I sat in the back and the rest of the service began shortly. The preachers were speaking mostly in Luganda so my brother had to translate most of it for me. At one point, they asked all of the visitors to stand up and say something about religion. I tried to get out of it, but I was the only muzungu there and when I didn’t stand up to introduce myself, one of the pastors pointed to the back and said something in Luganda that probably amounted to "Look at that muzungu visitor back there" so everyone in the church, which probably had a few hundred people from the village in attendance, turned to look to me. I just said my name and where I was from but it was kind of embarrassing. Throughout the rest of the service, I noticed quite a few glances in my direction. I really don’t like drawing attention to myself so this was a slightly uncomfortable situation. I felt really out of place throughout the service because I wasn’t singing and dancing along with everyone because I didn’t know the songs and because I just felt really foolish. What did make the service somewhat more bearable was that an adorable little girl insisted on sitting next to me during the second half of the service. She was dressed in this cute purple dress with small barrettes in her very short hair. I also didn’t understand anything that was going on. There was a guy who was interpreting the Luganda into English, but the Luganda-speaking guy always spoke over the English-speaking one so I couldn’t hear him very well. It also started really pouring in the middle of the service and the rain started coming in the windows, which didn’t have glass on them, so much of the congregation moved towards the middle of the church. The noise the rain made on the tin roof also managed to drown out everything that the preacher was saying, making it even more difficult to understand what was going on.

I have also gotten to know more about my family through some assignments. For the first one, the family tree assignment, I sat down with my host dad for a few hours and we talked about his side of the family. I learned that he comes from the Ente (cow) clan and that he feels fortunate to have land here in Uganda. He has been to Kenya and finds it sad that many people cannot buy land in Kenya because it is so expensive. He works selling various used electrical parts in Kisseka Market, where there were recently riots (over ownership of the market-a few people were shot and one person died, but mainly the riot consisted of burning tires and shooting into the air). I also talked to my mother about her side of the family which was difficult because she doesn’t know English very well and because I don’t know Luganda very well. We’ll have to work on the communication between us. I also learned about the village and culture here in general through a mapping assignment where I walked around with my brother one Saturday for a few hours. It was a really hot day but we walked quite a lot and saw a lot of Kagoma as well as Maganjo. The whole area used to be Maganjo but it got so large that Bugandan (the kingdom where I’m living) authorities broke it into two villages. We saw a lot of brickmakers and new homes going up, though only for rental. My host brother David told me that the village is growing because people would rather live outside of the city than in the city. Also, land is too expensive for a lot of people to buy so many rent these small houses made of brick or concrete. We also saw a mine where old and young women and a few men were breaking up what looked like limestone into small stones that people could use to make houses with. Most people just open really small businesses selling everything from milk to meat to shoes made of tires. There are so many footpaths all over the place, it’s so easy for me to get lost. My brother showed me at least three other shortcuts I can take to go from the taxi stop to the house, but I know if I take them I will get so lost. That night, we watched the Arsenal-Mancester United game when we had power, so I missed the first fifteen minutes or so but got to see ManU score the first three goals before the power cut out again. They ended up winning 4-0 which made me happy. It’s been a while since I’ve actually paid attention to football but it’s so popular here that it’s hard not to hear something about the game last night. I have also interacted more with my host sister Martha. She really likes American "high school" movies and she wanted me to "illustrate" some movies for her. I started with "She’s the Man" but did a very bad job with it (according to her) and she went on to tell me all about "Honey I Shrunk the Kids" and "Little Man." It was pretty interesting to hear her talk about the former because I remember loving it as a kid but I haven’t seen it for quite a while. Again, it’s really strange what gets passed on from American culture at home to popular culture here. The variety of pirated dvds that people sell is even more random than in Ecuador.
The taxi ride process continues to be interesting every day. Often the taxis take the bumpy backroads and I can’t read, but when we’re on semi-paved road, I like to sit and read for the hour or so that the ride lasts. I have finished reading "We wish to inform you that tomorrow we will be killed with our families" (a really good book about the Rwandan genocide) and "Mountains Beyond Mountains" and have read half of "What is the What" thanks in part to these long rides. It’s a nice break sometimes, but oftentimes it’s hot and smelly in the taxi. Even with windows open, traffic is generally stop and go and when we are going, it gets pretty dusty. I know I probably get ripped off on the taxi everyday, but I still haven’t figured out the correct system of paying and stops. A lot of people lately have been paying with large bills expecting change, which sometimes holds us up. I haven’t figured out yet if you pay with large bills at the beginning of the ride so that the conductor knows to get you change, or if you pay regardless of the bill shortly before your stop. The stop issue has gotten better though people often stop the taxi a few feet from where it was previously stopped. I don’t like to do this so sometimes I get out a little sooner or a little later than I technically could, but I enjoy walking (unless of course it is raining). People have also been fighting lately on the taxis. One man didn’t have enough money to pay the conductor, which he wasn’t too sorry for, and the conductor made fun of him in Luganda, which I couldn’t understand but everyone else in the car started laughing at him. The conductors also occasionally fight with each other over potential clients and though they don’t come to blows, they start hitting each other’s cars. These are occasions when I wish I spoke more Luganda because it would be nice to know what is being said and if I should be concerned for my safety. I have gotten to talk to some people, both nice and strange, on the taxis. One guy kept tapping me on the shoulder and wouldn’t leave me alone, talking to me in Luganda the whole time. I kept telling him "Simanyi" (I don’t know) to try to get him to leave me alone and finally when the taxi stopped and we both got out, he started to say something to me and I bolted. It was a little scary because it was dark out but he didn’t follow me home. Another time, a woman made the conductor give me change because he was overcharging me. The women tend to be somewhat motherly towards me, telling me how much to pay without overpaying and making sure I am treated fairly though I am a muzungu. Then there are the people who practically sit on me in the taxi which is slightly uncomfortable. And after the taxi ride, there’s this friendly guy who always says "Welcome back friend" and today when I walked home from town, he told me it had been a long time since he had seen me and asked me where I was. I enjoy talking with him because he’s not creepy and persistent. It took me a week or so to warm up to him just because I was sick of hearing "muzungu" and "hello friend" in solicitations to take a boda-boda or buy something from someone.

TV and radio continue to add an interesting background to my life here. One or the other is always on in my house when the electricity is working. Generally on tv my family is watching a religious program, the news, or music videos while on the radio they listen to all kinds of random music and spoken shows. A lot of the popular music here has to do with bad boy bands (*Nsync, Backstreet Boys) and Britney Spears, with a little Latin thrown in once in a while. There is also a really awful Spanish soap opera on that my family occasionally watches but I can’t bear it. One of these days I will sit and copy down lines just so I can share how bad it is. I really miss my telenovelas, but I’m not desperate enough to watch this one. I am trying to keep up with English recaps of "Al diablo con los guapos" which I started watching before I left and which I really wish I could have continued to watch. Maybe I’ll get to see the finale when I get home in May.
I love the kids around here. Oftentimes I have a small parade following me home from the main road, chanting "Bye muzungu" and "see you muzungu," the only phrases most of these kids know in English. Some mischievous ones try to kick me and grab onto my backpack, but I just ignore them. Also, whenever a plane flies over, I hear them say "Bye Museveni" and "bye queen" because they think that whenever a plane goes over, it is carrying either the queen or Museveni. (They think of the queen because of her visit to Uganda this past November for CHOGM.)

The trip was great. We started out going to Mbarara, a city in eastern Uganda. I crossed the equator for the second time this year, stopping to take some touristy photos on the line. Then it was into the Southern Hemisphere yet again. The countryside we passed while driving was gorgeous-lots of rolling hills and green everywhere. From there we traveled for an hour on a very dusty, bumpy dirt road to a United Nations Millennium Development village which was quite neat to see. It was nice to see development in progress and a program that was succeeding at least in part. I still remain convinced that development is often sustainable rather than progressive because people generally stay in the same state they were born in with important but, on the scale of humanity, minor changes in lifestyle that leave them better off but not better off enough. I don’t know. Enough development talk. Regardless of this somewhat pessimistic view, the village is cool. We saw projects that support women with the sale of their beads made from dried banana leaves, though they only sell between three and five necklaces a month. Some tourists are trying to open up a market in the US. They were pretty cool necklaces. We also saw an agriculture project to introduce new crops to the communities so that they don’t only have bananas to rely on, which isn’t so great because disease may cause problems in the future. Also, bananas are not very nutritious though they are a main staple here. Banana trees (which are pretty much anywhere you look) cover about 40 percent of the ground in the area where we were. Also by this agricultural project was the water project. They filled in a pond and are somehow draining it so that it flows eventually into two large storage containers, from which people get the water. The water isn’t very clean and it is full of different minerals in larger amounts but it is a great improvement on the water people previously collected from the topsoil. However, the big problem with this project is that many people do not have easy accessibility to this water. Some have to walk 3 km up and down hills. We climbed down to the water and it was a pretty steep climb. It would have been much harder carrying 20 liters of water or if we had been elderly. They’re working on pumping the water uphill, but that may take some time to get running. We also saw some clinics, one of which was built with the help of Jeffrey Sachs, a somewhat controversial development scholar. About 30 percent of the people there suffer from malaria while TB is another big problem and only 9 percent of pregnant women give birth in clinic which leads in part to a high infant mortality rate. We also passed by a food storage facility which didn’t appear to be used by many people though the World Food Programme offers to buy products from the village farmers at fair prices. I’m not sure how successfully this is working but there needs to be more effort made to increase and diversify production to decrease malnutrition. We got to see tons of schoolchildren who raced out of their classrooms to wave at us as we drove by. Unfortunately we didn’t get to stop by any schools but there were tons.
After this, we headed to a refugee settlement, Oruchinga, near the river border with Tanzania. Most people have been living there for fourteen years, since the 1994 genocide in Rwanda. Almost all of the people living there are Hutus and the adults likely participated in some way in the genocide. It was quite an intense situation, especially with my group. After splitting up into four groups, we went to a village within the settlement to talk to the people living there and hear their side of the story. We were immediately swarmed by pretty much the whole village as soon as we stepped out of the vans. So we had children standing in front of us and people all around. The people behind me were playing with my hair and the children were all waving, so it wasn’t a hostile situation but still somewhat uncomfortable for all of us. We had a guy to translate for us because the people there only spoke KiRwanda or a little bit of French. I got to use a little bit of my meager French skills (Je m’appelle Christie. Je parle un peu de Française). We asked questions and learned that the people still felt threatened in their home country. They return to Rwanda every year but find that they will be punished for their crimes (often a combination of prison time and community service) so they come back to Uganda where they don’t really have a legal place. Though many children have been born here in Uganda since the genocide, they don’t automatically gain Ugandan citizenship. Instead, they are considered refugees forever until they return to their home country, which doesn’t seem likely to happen soon. The children really caught my attention. Many of them were born after the genocide occurred and are thus innocent, but they are made to continue living in this very poor state because of what their parents did fourteen years ago. Everyone here lives in poverty. I think this is the poorest place I have ever seen. People live in tiny rooms and wear dirty, tattered clothing. The children all have distended bellies that signify they don’t eat nearly enough and suffer from malnutrition. Their education also isn’t sufficient to lessen the hatred that still exists to some extent towards their fellow Tutsi countrymen. Though Rwanda is stable, there is still tension between the Hutus and the Tutsis. Anyway, the only reason people were talking to us was because they were drunk off of an afternoon of drinking banana beer. One man remembered Miriam because she had brought a group to the same village before. The previous time he accused her and the students of being spies for President Museveni of Uganda and wouldn’t let them take pictures or ask too many questions. He was drunk when we were there so he wasn’t too hostile to us. He even told us about his two wives and eight children.

On the topic of refugees from Rwanda, it’s a complex issue. The international community pretty much ignored what was going on in Rwanda while over 800,000 people died there. After the killing was ended, Hutus fled as Tutsis retaliated and the international community supported them in refugee camps, often helping them live in somewhat decent circumstances despite their participation in the murder of so many Rwandans. This support has been going down year after year and though the camps continue housing many people, they don’t have nearly as many resources as in previous years. It’s a sad situation though a complicated one because one doesn’t know whether to continue supporting these people guilty of killing their neighbors or let them live in poor circumstances that aren’t fit for anyone to live in. It’s hard for me to really think of this right now. Anyway, a good book to read about the genocide is "We wish to inform you that we will all be killed tomorrow with our families" by Gourevitch. I read it before going to Rwanda and it really helped me understand more fully what I saw before me. Anyway, on with the trip.
We drove to Rwanda the next day, the same day that President Bush was arriving in town for a quick stop on his Africa tour. Unfortunately, he was visiting the sites the day before we were so we didn’t get to sit and have a chat with him. That would have been interesting. There was a lot of security, although some Rwandans told us there was normally a lot of security, regardless of having the President of the United States visiting. I did get to hear Air Force One taking off from the airport that afternoon because the hotel was right by the airport. There were also American flags up everywhere which was strange for us to see. Rwanda was beautiful-hilly and green like Uganda but more cultivated which made the hills more interesting-looking. The roads were quite nice (I am told the best in Africa) though they wound through the mountains and around tight curves a lot, making it hard to play euchre. We arrived in Kigali a few hours after crossing into the country and noticed right away how different it was than Kampala. The capital city was beautiful, clean, safe, and had enforced laws for driving, unlike in Kampala. People drive on the same side of the road as in America, making it a little easier for us to get used to, but people also used lanes and signals and slowed down to allow us to cross. Boda-boda drivers were pretty good and used helmets as did their passengers. The crosswalks were actual crosswalks and there were traffic lights everywhere. The city was clean and well-tended. We saw people in pink suits pruning trees and grass and sweeping up dust and learned that they were inmates (most of them participants in the genocide) who were doing community service as part of their sentence. They keep the city looking really nice. Anyway, it was a lot less dusty and polluted. The sidewalks were also very nice without potholes and ditches running through them. They also went everywhere instead of just stopping outside of the main area of the city. It seemed like we were all in culture shock as we got there. Martha told us that the city was so much more developed than Kampala because the Rwandan government was a lot less corrupt and therefore more money actually made it to maintenance projects.

The next day we visited various memorial sites. The first place we went to was the Kigali Memorial Center. We saw mass graves where 200,000 people were buried. There was also a museum that told the story of the genocide in Rwanda as well as the genocides that have taken place during the Holocaust and in Armenia and in the Balkans. It was a really beautiful museum and I learned a lot by walking through it. It was also very sad just to see testimonies and pictures. After stopping there, we went to some churches that were areas where massive amounts of people were killed despite being supposed safe places. The first one, Ntarama, was where 5,000 people were killed. The church was full of holes from grenades. The main building continues to hold the bones of people who died there and their possessions (clothing, jerrycans, etc.). There are also buildings where the pastor of the church allowed burnings to take place as well as the Sunday school where children were killed in gruesome ways. It was really intense and really sad to visit, but it’s good to know what happened in order to prevent anything like that from happening again (and to stop genocide in the Sudan and other places where it may be taking place). The other church we went to, Nyamata, was where 10,000 people died. There were lots and lots of bones there. The church still has blood stains on the walls and ground and holes in the ceilings from grenades. Again, it was quite a sad place to be. Overall, the day was intense and sad. We were all quite silent in the cars. I just don’t know how to fathom that many people dying in such a short while. Furthermore, it’s amazing that no one, including the US government or the UN, would step in to stop something like this from killing more people. I couldn’t help but look at the kids and wonder how old they were, if they had been around when the genocide was going on and looking at the adults and wondering what had happened to them during the genocide, which side they were on. On a lighter note, we ate dinner at a really good Italian restaurant and I had pizza and bruscetta. It was lovely to eat cheese again. I can’t wait to go to the muzungu supermarket and buy some quality cheese.

The next morning we had some free time in Kigali. I walked around with a Rwandan and he showed us where to buy fabric (really beautiful fabric-unfortunately I didn’t have enough money to buy two yards) and the Hotel des Milles Collines, a famous hotel where Tutsis stayed to escape the genocide. We also walked around various areas in the town to a lookout and took a taxi back. Then we got in the car to head back to Mbarara. From there we went to another development village, this time Rukararwe, not through the UN. We saw the agriculture project they had going on. This visit interested me especially because of the focus on traditional healing in the community. The healers. Queen Elizabeth National Park near the eastern border with the Congo. It went from being somewhat chilly to being hot in the park. The landscape also drastically changed from green mountains and banana trees to savannah. On the drive into the park we saw baboons and waterbuck (large antelope). We also saw warthogs wandering around the parking lot, including a mother with two little babies. That night we took a boat ride and before we even left land we saw a hippo. I got a little overexcited at that, but I realized how much I loved seeing these animals, especially since I hate seeing them in zoos because I hate zoos. Anyway, during the rest of the boat ride we saw more hippos, some crocodiles, more waterbuck and the smaller Ugandan kob (the national animal, I think), as well as an elephant, which was the highlight for me. We also saw lots of birds, including egrets and cormorants and lots more I can’t name. It was nice to ride out on the water. That night we were warned not to go out alone and to take our flashlights with us so that lions wouldn’t attack, which was unlikely but still possible. How cool is that. Anyway, the next morning was an early game drive, beginning when it was still dark out. The first animal of significance we saw (the waterbuck and kob were everywhere) was a male lion just hanging out in the grass. We didn’t have a good view of him, but we could see him moving his head a bit. Later on we saw a female lion chilling out in more tall grass, as well as some hyenas dragging some meat with them and warthogs. I was a little disappointed to have not seen elephants but then in the drive back to the hotel with twenty minutes left we saw a herd of six elephants just standing in a field and a short distance away we saw another pair of a baby and an adult eating and another pair a little more ways down the road. So total we saw eleven elephants during the drive and one the day before so I was completely satisfied. I love elephants. It’s fun to just watch them. Then we got back to the hostel and saw a giant old warthog sitting under a tree. So it was a cool experience. I was so dirty after the morning ride though because I had the window open and we were driving on dirt roads. I think that’s probably the dirtiest I’ve ever been, but it was a satisfied dirty.

So we drove back to Kampala yesterday. On the way we passed more gorgeous sites as well as lots of areas where slash and burn agriculture is clearly taking place. It was sad to see burnt stumps of trees coming out of the ground. There were also tons of trash fires-I guess Saturday night is burn trash night. It was cool once the sun set though because most people we passed didn’t have electricity and because of this, the only light in their shops and homes came from candles or lanterns with a flame inside. It looked really cool like that with only natural light. We made it back a little behind schedule. I headed down to the Old Taxi Park and felt welcomed back into Kampala by the dust, pollution, and bad drivers (and my pit latrine at home-it was really nice having real toilets during most of the trip). I know it sounds like I hate Kampala but I don’t. It’s not my favorite city, but it has its merits. It’s nice to be back where I’m somewhat familiar with the roads and system and know where to go to buy something. My family welcomed me back with a Kuli Kayo (Welcome Back) so it was nice. And today I went into the city to use internet and got to use some really fast (for Uganda) internet for an hour to get some reading done (a week’s worth of e-mails). And now I’m sitting in my room listening to my music (currently some Louis Armstrong but previously a good mix of Latin, classical, opera, and random). It’s kind of surreal to be back and be starting classes again tomorrow. I’m in the public health in depth classes so we have that for the first time after Luganda. It should be interesting, especially because we’re based through Makerere in Mulago Hospital, the largest hospital in the country but controversial because of the lack of quality care there. Anyway, the expedition was a nice break from Kampala and it made me appreciate being here more. I think I needed to see another side of Uganda to really begin to start liking it here. I feel more at home and more comfortable now in Kampala so I think I’m finally really adapting, though I can’t ever not stand out. Oh well. Hope things are going well for everyone wherever they are. Chao chao! Siiba bulungi.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Back in Kampala

As I sit here and listen to Waterfalls by TLC in a fast (for the moment) internet cafe, I am struck by how far American "culture" has spread. Our music and movies are everywhere. This morning, my host sister asked me to buy "John Tucker Must Die" and "Juwanna Man" for us to watch tonight. There are signs for Coke everywhere, even in small rural villages. And everywhere we go, people assume that as white people we have lots of money, which we do in comparison, and that we don't like to walk anywhere and would prefer to take a taxi. Now Stan by Eminem (featuring Dido) has started. I haven't heard most of the music I'm hearing here for several years now so it's kind of nostalgic and not at all unpleasant, just weird.

We had a great expedition recently to eastern Uganda and Rwanda. In Queen Elizabeth National Park in the east I got to see elephants (my favorite animal-they were amazing!) which has probably been one of the highlights of hte trip thus far. I will update about this after I have finished writing a draft on my laptop. It's a lot easier doing it that way than sitting in a cafe for an hour hoping that when I'm done it will save. So I continue to be alive and well.

P.S. Cry Me a River by Justin Timberlake has just started. It's so random. Wait, the guy just changed the channel and now we're watching a program about American soldiers in Baghdad. Crazy. No wait. He changed it again. Now we're watching "The Country Bears," that one Disney movie I never had a vague interest in seeing.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Same Equator, Different Country

Earlier today I crossed the equator and once again I find myself in the southern hemisphere. We are on an excursion into western Uganda and Rwanda. I'm really happy to be out of the city. The country here is quite beautiful-lots of rolling hills and banana trees. It's so green here and also less polluted. Well, not here in Mbarara (a more urban area) but outside of this area. I need to sit down and update when I get some fast internet so that probably won't happen until I'm back in Kampala, but I'll let you all know what I've been up to in the past couple of weeks. I am doing well and am enjoying myself, most of the time. I'm still adjusting-it's a bit more difficult to adjust to life here than in Ecuador, but I'm sure I will feel more at home here with time. I hope everything is going well and sorry for the lack of updates, but the internet situation here is a little difficult.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Muzungu, muzungu!!

So, by now I have been in Uganda for almost two weeks. Reasonable internet access is hard to come by so I will write this until my time is up. This is a pretty long post because I have been drafting it for a while, so bear with me. Things are also a little scattered throughout because I don't have time to edit it and make things flow. Things have been crazy. I'll start with Saturday, Jan. 26, which is the day I left the US. I had a flight out of Cleveland at 12 and I got into JFK in NYC at 2. Then, a wait until the group flight at 8:30, but I got to meet members of my group as most of us were on the group flight from JFK to Heathrow to Entebbe. So after getting lost in the airport and taking the metro system (yes, the airport has a metro-like system; it's quite nice, but not when managing all of your luggage) I met up with a few other early people from the group. Later on, we all boarded the overnight flight to London. I got about an hour of sleep on the long (6-hour maybe?) flight. Because of the time difference, we got into London early the next morning and since we had a 12 hour layover, we all decided to go out into the city in groups. My group stopped by Speaker's Corner in Hyde Park (people stand on step-ladders and talk about random things in front of people), the London Eye, Big Ben and Westminster Abbey, and Buckingham Palace. It was nice to walk around after a long flight and before another long flight, and I have also always wanted to go to London. After that, we just hung out and napped in the airport and waited for our next overnight flight to Uganda. We left at 9 for an eight hour flight and I slept for half of it. Once again, it was weird to wake up to a Ugandan morning when we landed for an additional 3-hour time difference from London. In total, it's 8 hours different than the eastern time zone in the US and I'm still waking up at odd hours thinking it's a different time.



My first hour in the country was really frustrating. I had some luggage issues right upon entering the country. I spent an hour or so in the airport waiting to enter the country with my bag, and when I finally got through customs (a bunch of people standing around at stations, not actually checking anyone) I went to the office of British Airways in the airport (I had to go there and I couldn't go to the more convenient offices in Kampala), but the agents had left to see a flight off and there was already a line. Since my group had been waiting over an hour for me to emerge from the airport, I just left and took the 45-minute van ride into Kampala, returning a few hours later to the airport to finally get some reimbursement. So my first day was a lot of riding in a rickety old van to an from the airport a few times on dusty, bumpy roads. The views were nice and I saw Lake Victoria quite a few times that day.


As a group, we are 29, so there are lots of people I'm getting to know from all over the US. There are some students with our group who were going to Kenya but they switched. The Kenyan program, which dwindled down to 14 people or so, is based in Uganda this year so that's even more muzungus that are invading Kampala. We have two academic directors, Charlotte and Martha, as well as a support staff including Miriam (the assistant), Muna (the driver, protector who will come to our homes and get us if evacuation is needed), Josef, and some more who I see sometimes but don't know the names of yet.


We spent the first week in orientation mostly in Kampala. We did all the talks on health, safety and security, academics, a crash course in Luganda, what we aren't allowed to do, and all that fun stuff. We had drop-offs and my partner, Steve, and I went to the new taxi park and the bus park after I got us pretty lost. We got to see Old Kampala and some other run-down areas in the city before figuring out where we were and entering the chaos that is transportation parks in Kampala. I now use the Old Taxi park everyday so I'm slowly getting used to it and understanding the chaos a little (but only a little). It was an insightful dropoff though. I learned my way from the center of town to Makerere University and around. Also, I got a little more used to crossing the perilous streets of Kampala.


Now for a description of the bus park and taxi parks. The bus park isn't too big. People only take buses for longer-distance travel. The money collectors all asked us two white people where we were going and would have helped us find a bus if we needed it. It wasn't too chaotic here, but I don't understand how a bus actually makes it out of the lot becuase there is a constant, unending stream of traffic outside the entrance from the taxis entering and exiting the park. All three areas are in close proximity to one another, which does not help ease traffic in the area. The taxi parks are absolute chaos. There are signs that have destinations for the taxis but there is usually one name on them so if you don't really know where you are going, you will have to ask. People are pretty good with telling you where to go, although they tell you directions even if they don't really know where you are asking to go. The taxis are parked every which way and drive through the pot-holed parking lot trying to make it out one of the two entrances. There are lots of stands and vendors on foot selling anything from underwear to lights to anyone who needs something. Of course there are lots of food vendors as well, selling food to those who are preparing for a long hour-long ride to travel 8 miles or so (like me). People also try to bring chickens with them in the vans and in one case, I watched as one guy dumped a woman's chickens into the trunk of the van, which doesn't really exist as a trunk and is actually the space below the last row of seats. The chickens were thus free to roam around the bottom of the van. Also, everyone is shouting muzungu, muzungu at any white people they see (and I am usually the only one in sight). It's also quite fun negotiating this after a good rainstorm where there is mud everywhere, in the potholes, being kicked up by mobutus' wheels. It's just chaos. That's really my concluding point.


Let me tell you about traffic in Uganda. There are no rules. Cars drive in whatever lanes they want and sometimes even on whichever side of the street they want. Sometimes cars and often boda bodas (motorcycle taxis) drive on the sidewalks. There are always traffic jams that clog the streets for minutes or hours. The main method of transport by people who don't want to die riding on a motorcycle (we are forbidden from riding on boda bodas) are mobutus, which are vans that are supposed to fit 13 people and the driver and collector but often cram between 15 and 17 people in, not including babies and small children. The quarters are quite cramped and the drivers are often reckless and just plain bad, but it's the only method of transportation to help you get from point A to point B within the city and the surrounding areas. There are some zebra crossings (crosswalks-I looked for zebras on the first day but there are none in the city) but drivers don't care. It's difficult to cross streets, especially when you're an American who is used to looking certain ways becuase here they drive on the opposite sides of the street. Regardless, you have to look both ways several times becuase there could be a rogue bicycle or boda boda coming from the wrong direction. It's also annoying walking the streets becuase there are always people staring (not surprising, there aren't many muzungus here-it's strange being the minority). There are also lots of people begging for money, including lots of children. Some of the children are put on the street by their parents, but others are from Northern Uganda where they are made to walk long distances to escape rebels during the night. Many of them walked very long distances across much of the country to reach Kampala, where they find relative safety. They are as young as 2 or so and as old as teenagers. For more information, check out www.invisiblechildren.com. There are also people on the streets with open wounds, amputations, and clear signs of malnutrition all asking for money. It's hard to walk right by them, but it is also impossible to give them all something useful.

The place where we stayed the first week, Hotel Jeliza, was pretty nice. We had two beds with mosquito nets, a tv, and a full bathroom with a warm shower. However, my roommate and I had a door from our room to another room with a nail through it and we kept hearing a tv on pretty much all the time from that room. I thought that there might have been a secret room, but it just turns out that there was someone staying in the room next to ours and they just like to watch a lot of tv (which I have found my host family likes to do as well).



We have eaten some good meals (cheese naan) and some interesting meals (cow stomach and intestine, yum!) There is an Indian influence in some of the food here that I am enjoying. The main foods we have been eating are matooke, rice, potatoes (looking a bit like Ecuador now, right), posho (cornmeal of some sort), and fruit. We ate one lunch at an Ethiopian restaurant, which was really good. I ate everything with my hands, which is quite common here. I also ate at a pork and beer joint, Hakuna Matata, with a small group, which was pretty good. The interesting part of this evening was getting to the restaurant, which involved walking through hoards of people to the taxi park and then taking a taxi for the first time (which wasn't bad because we were with someone who knew his way around and what taxi to ask for). For lunch pretty much everyday during the week I eat on campus at various canteens and eating areas, at which I eat omelettes, folders (chipati? with egg and vegetables), matooke (unripe bananas mashed up and steamed for a long time), beans, etc.

We had our first real expedition last week to Jinja, with a stop at Ssezibwa Falls, this “mystical” waterfall that seemingly appears out of nowhere. We climbed to the top of the falls and walked around a bit. At Jinja, we ate at this nice restaurant and went to see the source of the Nile River (actually, disputed source) by Owen Falls Dam, which was pretty cool. We weren’t allowed to swim in the water because of billharzia. Now I’ve seen the Amazon and the Nile (maybe) basin. The scenery from the ride was gorgeous. Uganda is quite green and lush.

Side-note: It’s interesting the way the dam is set up. The British colonialists originally colonized Uganda and Sudan mainly to control the Nile so that they could control the very important colony, Egypt. Egypt now controls the dam and stipulates how much electricity Uganda is allowed to keep from it. Apparently a person can only become president here if Egypt supports him (though that’s not a problem because Museveni has been in power for 22 years now). Also, it takes about 3 months for water to flow the complete length of the Nile.

Music-wise, I’ve been hearing a really random mix of stuff. I have heard a lot of Enrique Iglesias, as well as another Latin Pop song I like that I have on a mix, which is on the top ten or something like that. I also heard the very random mix of bad American music with songs from Westlife (remember them?), Nsync, Madonna, Dolly Parton, Shaggy, Vanesa Carlton, etc. TV is another interesting thing here. My family watches a Spanish soap opera (dubbed in English) entitles “Nunca te diré adios” which looks pretty bad but when I’m really missing my telenovelas, maybe I’ll start watching it (though it’s on when I go to bed). There are also other Spanish shows including children’s cartoons (which are surprisingly quite frank about sex) and even American Idol (though they only showed the part of the show with really bad singers). It’s a little sad that I can’t even escape that here. There was a news special on immersion baptism with background music by Josh Groban (You Raise Me Up), so they even combine the two.

I’ve already seen some wildlife, though not a whole lot. I saw a monkey in a tree right outside of the airport on the first day and since then I saw some more in a forest while we drove by. I also see Marabou storks everywhere which are these huge, ugly birds that nest in the trees on campus and on the street. They smell bad and like to pick through the trash. I am really excited to see elephants, which I will hopefully see when we go to Queen Elizabeth National Park in a month. I also hear bats fluttering outside my window every night. I hope they eat all of the malarial mosquitoes. I am seeing less of the cockroaches so I think maybe the two days of heavy rain might have scared them out of the latrine.

People are always staring and always screaming muzungu when I walk by. The taxi drivers always assume that I want a taxi and sometimes they yell at me form the other side of the street, though I am going in the opposite direction. I also hear them say things in Luganda with the word muzungu thrown in, and I know that they’re talking about me but I don’t know what they are saying (kind of like during my ISP in Ecuador with Quechua). My family does this as well. I have also had lots of comments about how some guy would make a good boyfriend and that I should take him home, which is kind of awkward.

I moved in with my host family about a week ago. We all went to this fancy, muzungu hotel where we were led to our families in pairs. There was a fellow muzungu there watching who didn’t have any clue what was going on during this process. I wonder what he thought was happening. When I first met her, my host mother kept saying “You’re welcome. We love you,” so it was a little intense. I am living in a suburb of Kampala about eight miles away from the city’s center in what I think of as a slum area. There is a main road that goes up to this area of town, known as Kagoma, but the roads around the houses are all dirt (or mud) roads. There are lots of houses pretty much on top of each other. It is clearly a poor area of Kampala and most people live in very small houses. There are some small tin shacks where families live in one room. It’s quite a noisy area with babies and children making noise at all hours and roosters that crow whenever they want to. There are chickens that wander around everywhere and trash strewn about in ditches and on the path. We live in a concrete house with three bedrooms, a small indoor kitchen, a storage area, a room with a drain in it for a bathing room, and a living area room with a small tv and stereo (and mice). Outside we have the pit-latrine (small hole in the ground) that acts as my bathroom facilities (with lovely cockroaches inhabiting the ceiling), as well as another kitchen area which my family uses more than the one inside. We have no running water and I have no idea where the water we use is coming from. The rain is really loud on the tin roof. I have to wear earplugs every night because my family watched tv until really late (and really loud tv if there is a soccer game on).

My family consists of a mother, a father, two brothers (one younger (19), one older(25)) and two sisters (also one younger (17) and one older(not sure)). I haven’t met my older sister yet and I’m not sure if I will. My younger brother left for boarding school the day after I arrived so I didn’t get to know him very well and my younger sister may soon leave for school. I don’t know what my older brother does, but he is around the house whenever I’m around. My dad is an accountant for a market and my mother is a housewife. Everyone is really friendly and does what they can to make me comfortable (I get toilet paper to use when everyone else uses strips of newspaper and they heat my water to bathe in). I don’t spend a whole lot of time at home because I leave early and get back late from classes, but they help me with Luganda homework and we chat a little bit. I was upset at first about the living conditions (I really wanted a toilet) but I have gotten used to them in the past week and I am sure I will have lots of great stories to tell when I get home. My parents now joke that I will be ready to live with the Amish and that I should live with them for a month when I get home to adjust back to American life. But we do have power and the power hasn’t gone out yet (unlike in other areas). The sad thing is that no one lives close to me and I have to catch a taxi from the taxi part to get home each day, which is a small hassle. Also, although my family is what I consider a poor family, my sister makes fun of the people who live in worse conditions and talks about how bad they smell. After a few days I noticed that everyone in the family except my mother bows to my father. I haven’t yet (and I don’t know if I should) but I feel a little awkward now not bowing. Also, my younger host cousin was bowing to everyone except for me, so I’m thinking I might be exempt from the bowing. I also don’t have to take my sandals off when entering the house from the pit latrine. Also, every time I go to do homework or study, my host dad claims that I’m “advising my books,” which I think is kind of cute.

I get so dirty here. I shower every day (which people do) but no matter how much I scrub, I am still so dirty. When I dry off, there is so much dirt on the towel. I think it’s mostly because the roads are so dusty or muddy, depending on whether or not there has been rain. My feet also get really dirty because I wear sandals everywhere. I have stepped in some pretty gross stuff (mainly mud so far, but there is lots of other stuff all over the place). My fingernails, though I cut them yesterday and clean them at least twice a day, are always dirty. My hands always have dirt ingrained into the knuckles. My clothes also get really dirty really easily and I made the mistake of bringing white clothing with me, which really shows the dust. I have to iron my clothes (often with the help of my host brother and/or mother) everyday so that I look “smart,” though I don’t know why there is such an emphasis on looking smart because you just get mussed up so quickly and easily.

I’m a little frustrated with how quickly we have to find a topic for a practicum. I am debating between continuing with traditional medicine and the public health system or doing something completely different, like the role of foreign aid in Uganda’s development process.

Most of the cars here are second hand. They sell a lot of secondhand clothes here as well. If you are interested, there is a really good documentary on the trade in secondhand clothing in another African country (Zimbabwe I think) entitled T-Shirt Travels.

The condition in Kenya is on everyone’s minds here. Ugandans worry that something similar could happen when it comes time for the next elections here. There isn’t really ethnic violence here, but there is ethnic tension (thanks in part to the British during colonization). However, the situation in Kenya is getting worse everyday and refugees are flocking here (as Uganda is known as welcoming to refugees, from Rwanda, Congo, Sudan, etc.). The gas prices here are also going up, as may other prices because much of Uganda’s trade comes through Kenya because the nation is land-locked. Miriam, the assistant to the ADs, told me that they worry that Kenya may become the next Rwanda.

A day in my life:

I wake up around 6:30 and eat a quick breakfast of tea and some random food. Then, I leave the house by 7:00 and take the one hour to hour-and-a-half long taxi ride to Makerere. The length of the trip depends on the route the driver takes, whether he uses bumpy back roads or the main road with lots of traffic jams. I like to read during the taxi ride but the view out the window of daily life in Kampala usually distracts me. I usually get to class an hour early so I sit and read or write. Then we have Luganda classes for two hours which are pretty nice. I’m in a class of seven people and we have a good teacher so that’s going well. We stay there for the academic seminars in either development studies or how to conduct field studies research. We have a break at 1:00 for an hour long lunch on campus. Then we have more class until around 4:00 (which sometimes goes later to 5:00 or so). After class, I head to the Resource Center or an internet café to use the internet for an hour or so. I try to head down to the taxi park around 6:00 to make it home before dark around 7:30. I get a taxi for home and that usually takes an hour or an hour and a half. Then I get home around 7:30 and take tea with a small snack. After that I work on homework and talk to my family. Then we eat around 9:00 and I shower after eating. At 10:30 I go to sleep. So I spend a lot of time in transit and a lot of time in classes, which leaves little time for reading or relaxing.

More taxi stuff: One of the taxis I was in almost tipped over once on one of the bumpy side streets. Another one almost hit a boda boda with driver and passenger. Another one broke down and had to roll into a gas station to work (and they kept the engine running while the attendant filled up the tank). Also, one time in the taxi I heard someone whistling the Latin pop song I really like and another day, a drunk woman sat next to me, trying to sleep in the moving vehicle and constantly leaning on me. I will write a full account of a taxi experience when I have more time. I have to say it is the most inspiring, terrifying, awkward part of my day. I also plan to give a full account of the senses of a typical day, because it is quite different.

Yesterday was interesting. A man came and robbed a house for the third time and the residents of the area came out with bricks and other weapons to try him by mob justice. They passed right in front of the house and I heard a brick hit the tin roof (which sounded like fireworks or something like that). However, the thief escaped, again. Also yesterday, my taxi stopped for a while by a truck with long-horned cattle. They were crammed into this small truck and a bunch of them were trying to escape. One of the hands was stepping on their heads and horns while tying them more firmly to the truck. They looked so sad. I can’t wait to be a vegetarian again. Also lately, I have seen a lot more cows walking along or in the roads. Also along the roads are lots of goats, some of them tied up and others not, possibly not belonging to anyone.

Luganda is quite a common language here. Most people speak at least a little English but a lot of them commonly speak Luganda in the house with family and friends. A lot of the taxi guys mainly speak Luganda (all they can say in English is I love you and Take me home with you) so it’s a little bit of a challenge when I need to get into and out of the taxi.

Ok. So ends the very random mixture of my thoughts and situation here. I will post again sometime, not sure how soon.